So sick of hearing your words
All I can hear you say
Is how you want me to live
My life a different way
I'm gonna pack up my things
I'm gonna do it just
Watch me, watch me

I'm like a rat in a cage
About to lose it all
And I ain't gonna give up until I'm standing tall
I'm gonna throw it all in
Just get it over with
Watch me, watch me

Cuz life is way too short
And I can't wait no more

Here I go
I'm gone, I'm going
I'm so over you, and I don't care
And I wont go back
Cuz I know if I do, I wont make it
Forgive me, I can't take it anymore

So sick of falling apart and crawling back again
So sick of playing the games that I can never win
I really had it, just so so sick of it
Watch me, just watch me

Cuz life is just way too short
And I can't wait anymore

Here I go
I'm gone, I'm going
I'm so over you, and I don't care
And I wont go back
Cuz I know if I do, I wont make it
Forgive me, I can't take it anymore

I wont look back
I wont look back no more
Hey (2x)

So here I go,
I'm gone, I'm going
I'm so over you, and I don't care
And I wont go back
Cuz I know if I do, I wont make it
Forgive me, I can't take it anymore.

i don't know what to do...
cause you make me feel like you don't care about me but you care more for your other sheeps.
i know spiritual life i'm not young anymore but i still need the care like when i just a young believer. everytime i try to talk or ask you something you make me feel like you don't want to listen to what i want to say or you go talk to other caregroup member.
i need ppl to give me attention ok even though i know God 3 year plus alrdy .
& can don't last min tell me thing about cg ? i started to have a feeling that i no longer close to God and caregroup members... not close at all.
you say i have a sheep and i want to give them shpd lor ...i want to teach them myself but in the end not i teach them but you... and now i also don't know are they still my sheep or no longer my sheep . F*
everything have change ...i don't feel like going to cg and svr and shpd sial.
& i think i have change alot after i go to ite...i have less time with my cg ppl and you all make me feel like i was extra cause sometime what you all talk i don't even understand lor ... eg : choosing ploy, the courses in ploy or O lvl. walao eh ... i don't understand ok. i frm n.tech i go ite but not ploy or jc lor. when you all talk about ploy things, make me feel like i was extra cause i go ite.
i don't like to share thing to my shepherd now cause if i say do you understand? no lor you don't understand and i don't think you want to know also. cause we are from diff sch you are still in sec sch but i in ite alrdy lor. shpd is very boring. sian sian sian. i start to have no feeling alrdy ... let me tell you the truth most of the thing you teach i just throw away cause the thing just cannot go into my mind. sorry for wasting your time.
i'm tired... i don't want to ask God for strenght cause is like no use to me alrdy. i also don't know what i need now ...
i know i very bad like that write but this is how i feel now. Sorry