This few day i feel so angry , stress& no mood to do anything at all
but i this few day i also feel happy to chat in msn with someone.
then suddenly i feel like God ask me to stop chatting with the person then i starting was like aiya nvm de lah we are just friend...but today the feeling like weird weird de...
i was thinking is it i like that person? then i feel God say stop chatting with this person . then i was like why?chat only also never go out.
just now i feel so emo...i keep asking God why you give me this ugly face ...God why? something keep telling me that we are created by God image... this thing keep telling me that you are created by God image. & this is not the 1st time i ask God why you give me this ugly face..not the1st time but i ask him many many time alrdy.
& i think that i start to like the person alrdy so i must tell myself that i cannot like that person cause God have better thing want me to do but not bgr. now is not the time yet.
Yes(: with God i can forget the person de ;DD

i feel stress because i dont want & i scare to make new friend. that time i go for the drawing test most of them are like so fierce & got many ahlian. i scare that they will beat me or i will learn bad thing from them but not the correct thing...i scare that i will change to another person ...a very bad person.
i feel so scare , worry & stress that last week i tell my mummy that i don't want to study anymore. i don't want.
monday start sch alrdy & i need to go to sch . i want to go back to yishun sec.
i don't want to grow up & become adult i want to be a teenage .
i know i cry also cannot change anything all i can do is be strong.
yeo ting ting you cannot cry...you must be strong(: