I think 2009 is not a good year for me .
Roaaaaaar. i feel so moody sial
i feel like killing ppl(:
and i don't feel like going _ _ _ _ _ _ tmr.
i just feel so tired ...

Tireeeeeeed

pls come & buy ((((:
the bag & skirt i never use or wear b4 ((:

Happy niu year ((((:

Today we go beach and build sand.C
so hot& tired lor but fun ((:
i will put video tmr (:
HAHAHAHA

i now at sch listen to teacher talking (:
HAHA
Lormee &Pompom is cute xD
i look so cute ok(:
& Lormee say i cuteeeeee (:
MUHAHAHA .
and huimin now sitting beside me & beside her is wee wee.
(:

they say we end our lesson at 11am but in the end they say we end at 4pm ... ):
but the last lesson very gd (: cause we go home at at 3plus if i'm not wrong (:
HAHAHAHAHA(:
and we have our lunch & we keep laughing like crazy girl ok(:
today super happy lor! :D
I(L)myclassmate(:
& i love lijun also even though we from diff class (:
Although i just know lijun &my new class mate not very long but they make me feel like i know for very long alrdy (:

TMR NEED TO GO SCH ALRDY ... D:

TMR NEED TO GO SCH ALRDY ... D:

TMR NEED TO GO SCH ALRDY ... D:

today after game i sit down rest ... but the don't know who is the idiot anyhow pui the chewy-gum .
super angry lor ... Arghhhh
tmr i no need to go sch but friday sch start alrdy ):
SIAN LAH
need to see that teacher agn . ):
& my class girl is very friendly lor(:
Hahaha . hope to know them more & have a gd friendship with them (:
muhahahaha ... okok

Today wake up early & mit lijun go sch tgt (:
today sch quite fun(:
i hope that tmr i can go home early (:
Hahaha (:
i know some new class mate(: cool lah

Today is the 1st day i go to my new sch (:
today not bad know 1 new friend & her name is jinghui(:
she is super friendly ok & she say i cute (:
and i look young also(:
Hahaha . but today the fatty teacher very haolian lor . go eat dabian hor(:
muhahaha (:

Today service is fun& good(:
after that we eat and talk and after that teetian and me pei yongqing go do her hp thing
then after that teetian pei me go bugis buy shoes(:
bugis street got sell soooooooo many cheap & nice thing (:
i want to buy!!!
Haha . and monday is time to go sch agn...hope that nth will happen(:
and teetian and me buy water then she buy a $2.50 milk tea): too sweet and the milk tea don't have ice lor -_- so EX
Hahahahahaha(:
then i ask teetian to remind me to buy sock but she forget also... Hahaha
so we go back yishun buy(:
after that go home &rest .

This few day i feel so angry , stress& no mood to do anything at all
but i this few day i also feel happy to chat in msn with someone.
then suddenly i feel like God ask me to stop chatting with the person then i starting was like aiya nvm de lah we are just friend...but today the feeling like weird weird de...
i was thinking is it i like that person? then i feel God say stop chatting with this person . then i was like why?chat only also never go out.
just now i feel so emo...i keep asking God why you give me this ugly face ...God why? something keep telling me that we are created by God image... this thing keep telling me that you are created by God image. & this is not the 1st time i ask God why you give me this ugly face..not the1st time but i ask him many many time alrdy.
& i think that i start to like the person alrdy so i must tell myself that i cannot like that person cause God have better thing want me to do but not bgr. now is not the time yet.
Yes(: with God i can forget the person de ;DD

i feel stress because i dont want & i scare to make new friend. that time i go for the drawing test most of them are like so fierce & got many ahlian. i scare that they will beat me or i will learn bad thing from them but not the correct thing...i scare that i will change to another person ...a very bad person.
i feel so scare , worry & stress that last week i tell my mummy that i don't want to study anymore. i don't want.
monday start sch alrdy & i need to go to sch . i want to go back to yishun sec.
i don't want to grow up & become adult i want to be a teenage .
i know i cry also cannot change anything all i can do is be strong.
yeo ting ting you cannot cry...you must be strong(: