ytd when i was playing comp that time something is like holyspirit ask me to talk to God.
and it is like keep asking me to talk to God now and so i read my bible and do my q.time and also talk to God ;D
i got many thing that i dont understand but joan(shepherd) is going to give me shpd tmr and she is going to help me ;DDD
Hahaha .
and today have mcg i was like siannnnnnnnn~
mcg sial after exam very tired sial ...and i msg joan can i don't go cause i already very tired sial but she say cannot and i was like thinking want go mcg anot and i send her msg like i never bring extra shirt go there for what and she say still can go and i was like thinking want go anot but in the end also got go and i justerini ask me you want go anot cause the sun very hot and we was like standing under the sun lor . so in the end i say ok i go and when i reach there i tell you i have no mood at all lor they say hi to me and smile to me but i give them a black face and i come they play finish already and i help them take picture and my mood is really really very bad and i go c.park to sit down and cool down i msg joan let me show you what i send her :

tingting: I go there the game like over already lor and now they play agn is like i nvr bring extra shirt is like wasting my time come here ...Lols
joan: Fellowship lor.
tingting : but is like so sian..

but after that i sit down and talk to God and i tell God many thing and i started to cry i also dont know why i play worship song i tell you that time i really feel like got many thing inside my heart so heavy ...really heavy and i ask God like can i give up and i say that a.i sec in my hand wont grow de and i just cry ...after around like awhile i stop crying and yongqing msg me and i after that i still siting at the swing down there thinking of something and after i think about 5 min i go back to find my cg member and when i was walking i feel that like my heart is so relax like not heavy already ;DD and when i go back i start to talk to them and also help them to take water ;DDD
really very fun today ;DD
and God really help me in many thing ;DD
and today exam the paper say write about superstar or about the person you know or your family member and i write about my mother ;DDD
okays .. joan nephew is sick D; having fever so let us keep joan nephew in prayer and let him faster recover ;DDD
God will heal your nephew de ;DD Hahaha

yo ;}