now i not in a good mood};
cause last time i never pay my handphone bill then now the ppl send me the letter .
oh my ...then now my mother need to help me pay back it not hundred plus but is 1 thousand plus!!! how to have so money in 7 days ?
i feel so stress now ...really D; now everything need money money money ...
i feel like finding a job now then i can work to help my mother ...but i know my mother won't let me go work de cause i must study hard for my N lvl...
now i think that last time i buy too many thing le and the thing i buy most of them i never use one...i waste alot of money };
then june holiday i evryday keep asking my mother to give me money ..i feel like i'm a bad daughter cause holiday also ask my mother for so many money D; sat go church also ask my mother for so many money .
then today someone ask me why am i so fat .
i was like do you think i know !!! and hello can't you use your brain think mehs ?and you still ask about my father cause i don;'t have a Father i dont knnow how my father look like all i know that i only have mother but not father ..so what if i dont have a father i'm still happy girl ;D like all other girl that have father ... and plus you are so lame go and ask boliao thing ... and pls if i don't have money to eat i also won't take your money de lor...i don't even know you..-____-
but thank you for asking me that do in need money ...i really hate ppl say that i am fat or ask like why you so fat or why you so ugly ...i rmb that last time when i in sec 1 ppl got say me pimple face ...i was like very very angry lor...but i angry also cannot change my face if i can change i wish to become tall , slim, pretty no pimple or anything on my face and more money and also study hard become the top in class{; but i know all this won't happen . i guess i really need to find a job asap ...and really study hard for my n lvl and go to the course that i like in ite ;DDD
i may not have all the thing that i want or have a Father but i dont mind atleast i still have my Jesus my Heavenly Father ;DD he is always with me when i;m sad i know that i can tell him everything and he will not leave me alone he will guide me and walk with me hand in hand tgt ;DD and plus i have group of sister in christ and also my pretty shepherd ;DD i think i must change that dont care how ppl look at me ...last time if ppl say that your pimple so big or you are fat i will be quite sad ...but if they play play say i am fat i wont be angry but also play with them cause i know that they are just play play only ;DDD Hahaha
and i really want to thank 2 ppl that they bring me to church and let me know a wonderful God and a group of sister{; and my life really change alot alot ;DDd really ...
ok i think i stop here le bahhs (;