i'm not feeling well ....oh my god D;
i got flu and then plus today my nose got blood D; Haiis
i'm so tired feel like sleepingggggg-___-"'
today after school go to northpoint and find anqi to go outreach but she going to see doctor cause she sprain her ankle }; then when i reach northpoint i go walk around ..then i saw vivien the after that outreach for awhile then we go and find ace ...the we go eat then go back to northpoint to slack and also wait for joan to give me shpd {;
and during shpd time i do my spiritual gift the thing {;
after that slack slack slack then 8 plus we go home le....
now i think i going to die le ...my head is so pain DD;
God heal me pls ...

now i not in a good mood};
cause last time i never pay my handphone bill then now the ppl send me the letter .
oh my ...then now my mother need to help me pay back it not hundred plus but is 1 thousand plus!!! how to have so money in 7 days ?
i feel so stress now ...really D; now everything need money money money ...
i feel like finding a job now then i can work to help my mother ...but i know my mother won't let me go work de cause i must study hard for my N lvl...
now i think that last time i buy too many thing le and the thing i buy most of them i never use one...i waste alot of money };
then june holiday i evryday keep asking my mother to give me money ..i feel like i'm a bad daughter cause holiday also ask my mother for so many money D; sat go church also ask my mother for so many money .
then today someone ask me why am i so fat .
i was like do you think i know !!! and hello can't you use your brain think mehs ?and you still ask about my father cause i don;'t have a Father i dont knnow how my father look like all i know that i only have mother but not father ..so what if i dont have a father i'm still happy girl ;D like all other girl that have father ... and plus you are so lame go and ask boliao thing ... and pls if i don't have money to eat i also won't take your money de lor...i don't even know you..-____-
but thank you for asking me that do in need money ...i really hate ppl say that i am fat or ask like why you so fat or why you so ugly ...i rmb that last time when i in sec 1 ppl got say me pimple face ...i was like very very angry lor...but i angry also cannot change my face if i can change i wish to become tall , slim, pretty no pimple or anything on my face and more money and also study hard become the top in class{; but i know all this won't happen . i guess i really need to find a job asap ...and really study hard for my n lvl and go to the course that i like in ite ;DDD
i may not have all the thing that i want or have a Father but i dont mind atleast i still have my Jesus my Heavenly Father ;DD he is always with me when i;m sad i know that i can tell him everything and he will not leave me alone he will guide me and walk with me hand in hand tgt ;DD and plus i have group of sister in christ and also my pretty shepherd ;DD i think i must change that dont care how ppl look at me ...last time if ppl say that your pimple so big or you are fat i will be quite sad ...but if they play play say i am fat i wont be angry but also play with them cause i know that they are just play play only ;DDD Hahaha
and i really want to thank 2 ppl that they bring me to church and let me know a wonderful God and a group of sister{; and my life really change alot alot ;DDd really ...
ok i think i stop here le bahhs (;

today go to school so tired ];
Haiis ...
after school i meet mandy to go outreach [;
Hahahaaas (:
after outreach i go chongpang && then go back to northpoint {;
nothing much happen ...

today wake up quite early to go to little india {;
cause i want to buy bangle ;DDD
and my mother say that Mustafa got many type & colour of bangle so i go musstafa and find {:
inside Mustafa centre have so many india people and there is over 100,000 items under one roof [;
today very happy cause i have already buy the thing that i need and like ;DDD thankyou mummy && my grandmother ;DDD
and 1 sad thing is tmr school start le D;
must wake up early in the morning agn ]; Haiis~
i must sleep le if not tmr cannnot wake up early..

helloooo ;D

today svr was great !!!!;DD

today nothing much happen ..

after church , then we have our lunch then we have meetinggggg ;D

after meeting sherry,yuwen,sarah and me went back home ;DDD

erhhs ...i dont know i spell sarah name and i dont know i spell correct anot ;x

today outreach got 1 lil girl call yeeling she receive christ !!!!thank God!!!!! {;
and it is from my school!!!! YISHUN SEC` she just SEC 1{;
Wooooooooooooooooooooots!!!!!
and i msg 1 girl and she reply me this :
This is the first and the last time that i'm not free this whole week.kindly dont send me anymore promoting stuffs about church.i'm not interested. please dont get offended. Thank ;) Haha.
oh my !!!! when i saw her msg i was like WHAT!!!! how can you like that reply me ?!?D;
but nvm ...she is not rejecting me but she is rejecting God...
okays ...forget about the sad thing!!! and think about the happy thing !!!{;

[Tell me what you want that you really really wan]x2
[i wanna]
[i wanna]
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HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAA!!!!

Hello!! i'm back from cap!!!! the camp was sooooooooooooo FUN!!!! and i also learn alot of thing from God and pastor and my shepherd also got correct me ;DDDD Yay!!!

i must row and also my school !!! YISHUN SECONDARY SCHOOL;DD

cause i this year sec 4 already cannot keep playing and moodswing and cannot emo already...if not my school wont grow and on the last day we take many picture {;

God please let my school grow && change my life!!! and faster let me have a sheep ;DDD