Sunday, April 20, 2008

at night i msg anqi && got 1 person help anqi to reply her msg but i don't know who is it [;
I got send anqi this msg ...and i tell her that i sometime jealous that i not inside nike or adidas the group && also i sae i want a sheep don't know for how long le but in the end i don't even have any sheep.. and the the person help anqi reply inside the msg is like this : To have a sheep rite you first must work hard in the word and to know it well. If you are discouraged because you no sheep the it okay. You just have to persevere and have the heart even in difficulties. If you don't have the spirit to really endure all challenges the how for your sheep? You can be shepherd but you must really work consistantly no matter what. At the end of the day everyone is the child of God. Titles don't mattter. Don't worry do your best and never gave up, God never gave up on you...and the person help anqi reply say think about what i say...at night b4 i sleep i really got think about what she say...i rmb i receive christ i say the sinner prayer && i have promise God that i will not give up on God ...I think i really regret that i jealous for small thing D; i really rmb 1 msg that i reply to anqi i say i don't love my shepherd and i never read bible i that time really i very angry already so i say i don't love my shepherd ..sorry ]; I do love my shepherd and my sister but i don;t know how to be open to my shepherd and tell her about my life ]; i hope that i can faster change to a better person and also in bad time time or good time i will rmb that Jesus is with me && my sister and shepherd is also with me ;D Hope that i will have a sheep and i can go camp with her ;DDD I must start doing survey le i very long never do le ;x
i want to change!!! cannot be lazy anymore !!!!! ;D

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